Hi!

Hey there,

Sorry, that I didn't write much since a few days. But I needed this break. I'm recovered from all my stress and I'm back to life.

At friday I'd my speaking exam. I can't say how good I was, but they understood me. After the speaking exam, I went to a party in a nice club called le ciel. I went with a studyfriend of my best friend. It was pretty cool, she likes to do party like me and we had a lot of fun. Then an other colleague came too and we chilled at the lounge. At 3:30 a.m the party was over. We went outside and I saw my crush flirting with a blond chicca!!! WTH!!!! I was very disapointed!!! But you know what... That's life!!! I don't care about! He will loose me and not the other way.
After that we went to burger king... Bad idea.. One of my mates had the order to stay away from burger king. When we entered, they identified him and after some moments they came to our table and took him with them. We waited at our table maybe for 40 minutes and then he came and received a penal charge. Wasn't very funny... Then we went at home.

Saturday was an important day! I applied for my study (Bachelor in Science in nursing) and that was a big and brave step for me. Now I'm proud and happy that I choose this way. The only thing I've now, is to pass the entrance examination. Keep your fingers crossed!!! I have to pass anyway, elsewise I will have a big problem. I will have to cancel my jobcontract at april and I will have the last exam in may. After fill in my application and the scholarship application I went to some friends and we relaxed at home.

Today I relaxed at home too and met a businessschool-friend this afternoon. It was pretty cool!

Honeys, I've to go!

Love Melly

Scottish day

Dear readers,

Today I woke up with a bad neckache and a worse cold. Maybe I am overworked and that could also be the reason why I felt so bad. I called my colleague and informed her, that I'll come later. After sleep, I phoned my colleagues again to tell them, that I'll come to work afternoon. But they "ordered" to recover me. So I had to stay at home.

After relaxing this morning I went to my englishlesson. Today I had a replacement teacher named Miss Kerr. She is scott, very lovely and funny. I like her accent, which is very amusing! She made a lot of jokes and we trained the speaking part from the FCE exam. The second part, in my opinion, is the most difficult because you have only one minute to excplain, including answering the questions, two pictures.
At the first time I was to slow and the the other times often to quick, but I will train at home this minute ;).

After english I visited shortly my office and they told me, that everything is allright. So I went home to relax a bit and afterwards I went to the therapy. I go there, due my neckaches, which are horrible.

At 5 p.m I left the practice and I took, which is unusually the train. But today it was maybe destiny... I met an old schoolfriend after years... We chatted about our career and some other things. It was really nice to meet him!!!

Now, I relax a bit at home and will go to bed early. Maybe I will train a bit english but I will see after dinner how fit I am.

Hopefully I can make party this weekend!

Hugs
Melly

Dear readers

Today I had again a stressful day. The morning was very quite and I shared my jobs with the students. But this afternoon four candidates and a huge mistake from the CEO, which forgot to send the candidate to the maininterview, made my afternoon to a disorder. At 5 p.m a consultant came to me and gave me 3 duties which displeased and stressed me very...

Actually I run out of Idea which could I tell you. I have to take care to me and so I experience not much. I know, I became boring. But if you work 8 hours or more a day, you don't have much to tell. Actually I also took a break with partying and so...

I'm so sorry that I can't write more today. Hopefully I will experience more things the next days!

Tomorrow I will attend a fotoshooting, but only as assistant!

Love
Melanie

Lovely Saturday

Dear readers

I woke up hugged from a nice guy (not my boyfriend). Should be every morning like this... Some hours later after cuddles and kisses, I went at home to start my englishlearn weekend. I did all my homeworks which takes a few hours.

After that I checked the news for going out and where. Unfortunaley my colleagues were busy or they would not go out. Except my mate Zoran... He told me, that he attends a privateparty with some mates.
Okey, nice... So I waited for his information where and when...And I waited and waited and waited... Why he did not call back or text me?

At 11 p.m I finally received a call and I went to Bern-Bümpliz. After waiting 10 minutes on a cold tramway station called Stöckacker, Zoran finally arrived. I have no idea why he need so much time to meet me there... Men!!!!
Deep freezed we went to his mate Samir. There, we made a little party with chatting, laughing, drinking, making music and so on. It was pretty cool. After an hour the other three mates of Zoran went to a party.

Zoran and I stayed a the appartment and talked a long time about this and that...
After speaking and laughting we approached...

 At 3 a.m I left the appartment, gave him a good bye kiss and wrote him that it was a wonderful evening...

Weekend :)

Dear readers,

I am sorry, that I did not write earlier. Unfortunately I had stressful days with my project. This weekend I will spend my time to learn english for my first exam. Due to my lack of time I did not prioritize my FCE, what was wrong.

Thursday I had a lot to do at work, for example inviting candidates, building dossier, answering phonecalls and so on. After work, I had english and I recognize how much I have to do for pass my test. After this cognition I am motivated and I want to transform my weakness in a strength. Due to my englishlesson at the languageschool I lost my gladness for this lovely language. I dislike the pressure and it takes me the joy for english. Hopefully I will pass my FCE anyway.

Friday, my day was busy too. At work I made the same like thursday so I will spare to renumerate my duties and responsibilities. Regrettably I had a brawny cold which made my tasks more difficult to accomplish. After work I went to my project partner because we had a meeting with a webmaster, which offers us his programms to build a website.

After this meeting I went to a colleague and we ease the whole evening. It was the best after a stressful week.

So, I have to do some administrativ affairs and then I will return to my englishbook and homework.

Have a nice time!

Kisses
Melanie

Boredom??? What's that?

Hey honeys!

I know, my lasts post weren't very exciting... But I worked so much that I haven't time for exciting things... Until yesterday!
After a stressful day with much trouble in our office, I went to my mate Marc, who is DJ. I'm his assistant and also projectmanager. We set up an amazing project which will be release in january 2012 (so, you will see...).
I only betray that it will be a new style of music ;)
But the most exciting was, that we found our label and I'm sooooo proud of that! (The name will coming soon...)
Acctually, I've so much to do for our project. Friday a webmaster will come and show us his programs for our new website. Tuesday we will have our photoshooting and I've to do much administrativ things like our promo booklet, bookings and and and... I love it, but I've not enough time, which makes this job very stressful.

It's horrible how much I've to do... Meet friends and guys, work, my project, preparing my englishexam, visiting my family (dad, grandma and and and.)... You see, I've not enought time... ;) Hopefully after my exams, which I hope to pass, it will be better.
But after my englishlesson today I'm not sure... Due to my lack of time I always made my homeworks from the languageschool absconding... Today I received all my homeworks back... I made so many horrible mistakes but I also recognize that I'm very weak in grammar and the phrasal verbs which means, that I've a lot to do until my exams. Currently I'm concerning my languageschoollessons very demotivated... She always admonish that I'll don't pass the exams with my grammarknowledge... Bad moment... Today I was very sensitiv and her critism was hard on me. I was so cut to the quick that I almost cried... So disapointed, so helpless and angry...

Honey's I've to work on my project!!! Tomorrow will be a better day. I know!!!

Love you so much!!!

Melly

Stressful days

Hi there

Sorry, that I didn't wrote posts last days. I'd so many appoinments... Horrible... And I'm still a bit weak due to my recovery. But yesterday was a funny day. We made an enterprisefotoshooting which was very funny. I like to make professional pictures of me... But I'm unfortunately not very photogenic.... However... I thinkt that professional pics always looks better than pictures which are making by mates or family. I'd to make the pic's for our webside. I choosed headphones as my hobbyicon becaues I'm addict of music. I listen every free minute music while I relax or make something. Sadly at work I can't listen music which was first very hard for me.

This week I found out why I love to be single. First it's freedom and second I love dates! I love dates because you meet new people i.e new characters. Since maybe two weeks I've time to date some guys. It's very nice and funny. Sometimes they're guys who I know since few years and sometimes since a few days...


Honeys will you write maybe tomorrow more about my singlelife...

Love you ! Need you!
Melly

My first steps as passive writer

Hi there

My teacher has said, that my posts have to be wirting in passive by me. First, it's not easy and so the posts will be mixed.
I am now very angry because I have no idea how to do.
Inspite a lot of ideas are having by me how and what to write it's very difficult.
In my bed I was woke up today at 7 o'clock, because of a minigolftournament was attendet by me.
A lot of fun we have had and the 37th place of 41 was our finale rank. It doesn't matter because it was my first tournament.
Minigolf isn't easy to play professional. Tricks, lines, balls and other factors have to be know by you if you want to play minigolf with professional material. So problems are often caused.

Sorry, that not many post were written by me at last time. But a lot of work was (been) done by me.
Without some pleasure, totally unable und impatient due this passive, the post will be finish now by me.

Love you!
Melly

My head continues to run while my body says stop

Hi there....

Last night happened something with which I calculated since months...
I collapsed.... No worry just a little collapse.... I felt very dizzy, freezed, had a bad stomache and I didn't feel my right side from my face.... I was shocked and I didn't know what to do....

Currently I'm sitting here two theraphies behind me and I know that I've to much trouble in my life. But I'm okey.
The chiropractor corrected a lot dislocations... At my back, 3 rips and at my neck... My second therapy was more relaxing... Now I'm very tired....

I did to many things at the last time... But I'll now take my life easier.... Yesterday was a shock but now I'm feel better!!!

Sorry, that I don't write a lot. But I'm very weak and tired due my therapies....


Love you!

Melly

The aim of my life is to survive it....

Hi there.... ;)

Today, was again a stressful day... I wasn't just yet in the office as my colleagues heaped up with jobs and instructions....
I really hate that if you enter and they don't let you 5 minutes to arrive at the office!

Today I had lunch with my honeys Fabienne and Gabriela. It was very funny and we chatted, like ever, a lot... Then I'd english.... I don't know in which constitution I made my last homeworks.... I made so many horrible mistakes.... After this shock I was really abject and helpless. I will have my writing exams in a few weeks....

Afternoon I worked again... Was more easy... Sabrina instructed me to her mandate and helped me with my duties... She's so a lovely lady!!! I like her very!

After working I went back to my past. But I didn't know at this time... I visited one of the most important person, currently in my life, Tina. She's in the crisis intervention centre in Berne. I was very happy to see her and she was also happy to see me. She was fitter as I awaited... She will left the clinic at the 4. November and I'm happy for her or not, because she likes to be there... And I know that turn back to the daily grind could be also hard from depressive people. I wrote a few lines before, that I came back to my past...  First I was never at a crisis intervention centre... But I had a bit more than 1 1/2 year a little burnout. Fortunately I got operated a few days (maybe 2 weeks) later at my jaw and so I'd a break for a month. I was at the hospital and had also an psychologist who obeserved me. After 6 days I left the hospital and was for a month at home... The first two weeks I didn't left the house because I was to weak and still depressive... The first time I left the house was very curious... I was back in the reality and that feared me...
So many people and noises and and and.... It really shocked me, that I'd problem with normal things.

Today was also hard to see people who can't manage the daily grind and I know, that many people couldn't understand or imagine this feeling or problem. But a depression is a disease and it could affect every person... It's really hard if you can't do the easiest things and you only angry with yourself...

Honey's I'm like every evening very tired and will go to bed.

Love you all!

Melly

Sucking Monday

Hi there :)

I'm sooooooooooo tired but I know why. First, due to my crazy weekend and second, my therapist told me, that I've a muscle jammed, which I already thought... So I've to call tomorrow my chiropractor and he has to turn my second and third cervical... I don't like the crack while he turns the cervicals.... :S

Today I woke up at 6 a.m don't know why and I was angry because I knew that was impossible to sleep for 20 minutes. At the office my colleagues were stressed and that made me very nervous... I was tired and nerved when I leave the office.

But I could relax at the therapy. I've too little iron and some other vitamines, micronutrients etc. in my blood and due that I receive every few weeks an infusion. She corrected also a bit my cervical but she couldn't correct completely.

After the therapy I visited my favourite couple Nina and Rico at Schönbühl. They moved some weeks ago together and so I wanted to see how they live.
They're my favourite couple because they're now since almost 6 years together and I'm sure, that they will marry once! Nina I know since almost ever and her boyfriend Rico since maybe 7 years.

Now it's bedtime. Hopefully I'll sleep a bit more as the night before.

Love you all!

Melly

Crazy weekend

Hi there :)

After 5 hours sleep I went to the hairdresser. I had to color my hairline and cut a bit my fringe.
Anna, my hairdresser, is very cool and I like to talk with her about god and the world while she colors and cuts my hairs.
After the hairdresser I had two englishlessons with my lovely teacher (insider... ;D). Due to no location at the university we went to starbucks. First I was very pleased till I had to order my drink.... Namely on english... And that's my big problem. When I've to talk consciously english (when I talk in holiday it's an other conscious level and due this I'd a better accent. ) I've always have a horrible swinglish. And you know what... The barista answered on swissgerman. Soooo embarrassing!!!!!!
After the lesson we talked a bit about various things. I appreciate this very because I can talk on german and exactly explain what I mean and I don't have to think after every sentence what I want to say... And if I speak in german, I be myself.

In the evening I went with my honey Maria to our favourite bar, the Desperado bar. At 10.15 p.m I received urgent call. My mate Joel was in a hole. His driver couldn't drive to Konstanz (just behind the swiss customs in Germany). I said ,yes of course. But I didn't knew where Konstanz is and he called me at 10.15 p.m and he had to be there at 12.45 a.m and we had 2 hours driveway. Nice! I run to a taxi a drove as fast as I could at home. I took my car and we left at 11 p.m direction Konstanz. Cool... We have 15 minutes insufficient to be punctually there. So I drove 1 hour 45 minutes between 140 km/h and 150 km/h on the highway. I didn't saw any radar and I hope, I'm right.
At exactly 12.45 a.m we were there .. Huff... But the problem was that my mate work for an other DJ and the business management haven't to know that, which was really not easy... The DJ before Joel was informed because he knew the real DJ, which had to work there. But he will be calm :D Second huff... But for us wasn't that also easy. We have to say nothing and don't answer who we are if someone ask us... Nice... But they don't asked me and so the problem was detached.
His performance was awesome!!! I was almost the whole time bodyguard because the ladies came and wanted to talk with him... Dumb chicks!!!!
At 3.10 a.m we drove home. After Zurich we had to refuel. At the store was a huge queue -.-
So I'd to wait maybe 10 minutes and while these 10 minutes some stupid boys hit on me... Touchy I answered some questions.
After 30 minutes driving I felt very dizzy and sleepy and we had to change the driver. I was very happy that an other friend drove to Berne. I slept the whole way...

Finally at 5.30 a.m I was at home.

Today I was in Langnau and played minigolf. After the minigolf I went to Solothurn due to a discussion which Joel want administrate with some crew members which aren't pleased about some situations. But they didn't come! WTF? I stood there over 20 minutes alone, because Joel and his mate John missed the train... I was so angry! They kidded us soooooooooo bad!!! But it will habe consequences. They work like me for hieronica and if they (or rather you) don't obeserve the rules it could be very disagreeable for you or them. On this level you can't you allow some actions like this. It's a very hard business and you will only advance if you work hard.

Now I'll take a bath and I'll go to bed. I only slept 11 hours this weekend....

Good night and love you all!!!!

Workshop

5.30 a.m biip biip biip biip.... *mumble* biip biip biip biip... Yaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'm awake...
5.40 a.m took sleepy my breakfast... A slice of bread with grapefuit juice and vitamin(e) pills.
5.50 a.m till 6.20 make-up and dress.
6.25 a.m saw, that I have to go... Realized that my boots don't fits.
6.28 a.m run out ot the house and saw 6.29 a.m my bus leaving the station.
Damn, the bus had to leave at 6.30 a.m... So I waited of the 6.34 a.m bus.
6.49 a.m I arrived at the busstop "Mainstation" run through the mainstation because I had to be at platform 8 at 6.50 a.m
6.51 a.m I was there... I didn't saw my colleagues... Damn, where they are? Finally I found them and we took the 7 a.m train to Lucerne.

Henceforward I was awake.... We had in Lucerne a assistantcourse with the topic correspondence. It was so interesting! We learned how to write fresh, slight and modern letters and mails. Really cool and I saw the first time my colleagues from Zurich and the consultans from Lausanne and St. Gallen. The assistant from St. Gallen and a consultant from Lausanne I knew allready.

After the course we had lunch. It was very appetizingly. First we had a pumpkinsoup, then I had meat with a spicy sauce (my tongue is still dead) with basmati rice and asian vegetable. The dessert was lovely marron and chocolate mousse and a yoghurt ice. Miammyyyy....

I sat next to Mariel who is from the pennine alps (Wallis (never heard this expression ??)) and I like her accent because my grandmother is also from the pennine alps and so I can train my pennine accent :)! She is very nice like the other colleagues. I like them all!

After lunch we had a city sightseeing tour of Lucerne. It was nice but very cold and so I freezed at the whole tour.
At 5 p.m we took the train to Berne. I was so tired that I doze a bit.

It was a really nice trip and I hope that we will it repeat as soon as possible.

Now I'm at home and will soon prepare me to go clubbing. But today not very long, because I'm very tired and tomorrow I have some appointments.

Love you all!

Melly

Where is the piiiiiiiiiiizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaa???

Hi there :)

My day was soooooooo stressfull made a lot of little things but I couldn't remeber all of them.
I'm also to tired for that... And I'm sooooooooo hungry!!! My Mom will bring a pizza home. But where is she??? I want my pizza!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, that I didn't write yesterday evening. But I was finally at 11 p.m at home. It was cool in Langnau. I promise a mate to play a teamgolf (minigolf, two players builds a team) with him and so we train twice a week. It was very funny.
When I went home I saw 35 messages on my whatsapp. Oh my gosh? What happened? My mate joel invite us to have a dinner on sunday in Solothurn. We had a bit problems in our crew and I was the only who told our problems with Joel to Joel. First I was anxiously that it was a mistake and I'll create a disorder but it was the right decision. So I doze off one of the first time with a good feeling.

Back to today.... Except of working I didn't still now much... This noon I relaxed at my favourite place the federal terrace. It's a little park with benchs and a amazing view of the bernese highland and the south west part of Berne. I ate while I was readin the diary of Anne Frank. Unfortunately I hadn't much time like always :S.

;( Where is the pizza????? Sorry, dropout ;P

This evening I had to do some administrative stuff for my mate who is DJ and I hope that I'll have time to finish reading my english Cosmoplitan.

Maybe I'll you write tomorrow a post about men or my lifstyle... But now I'll sit on the table I'll shout where my Pizza is!!! ;D



Love you!
Melly

Ps: Mom and pizza are here ;)

From Berne to Berne by way of Basel in

Hi there ;)

Sitting on the train and wait of the departure direction Berne while I'm listening my favourite song from Coldplay "Paradise"! I love this song coz you can dream and just relax...
I was in Basel due to my fake tooth or better said my future tooth crown. The dental technician made photos of my current tooth and adapt the color of the crown.

Unfortunately it rains in Basel and so I decided to take the 1 o'clock train and so I will be earlier back in the office as I meant. First I would take the car, but travel with the train to Basel is more confortable. I like both... This evening I will go to Langnau (maybe 30 minutes from Berne away) and there I will take the car because I don't like wait in the evening on a mainstation and I've to admit that I love my car. I'm so proud of my own car and I enjoy it. In a few months my sister will learn drive and thenceforth I have to share my car ;) But it doesn't bother me.

Honey's, if I've time I will write a post this evening! Enjoy the sunshine, if you have or the rain ;)

Love Melly

Love is in the air :D

Hi there :)

Huff, I'm soooooooooo tired and I've neckache.... But I don't care about. Had a great but a sternly day.
First I sat the whole morning next to my colleague who shows me a lot of new things... Huff, my brain almost blowed up... After a stressful noon, which I used for to hork down my meal, phone calls and surfing on the internet, our new temporary employee Julia came and I introduced her at afternoon. I liked this job very and I could test what I know and what I have to learn as well (I'm also new there...). And I received two mandate which I'm responsible for. :) I will oversee them, write advertisements, consult and invite clients and candidates, arrange apointments for interviews and so on. Nice, not :)?

But I had a long day and came totaly weary home but after few minutes a was again fit. I planned with one of my best friend Tanja our trip to Milan and we decided, that we will visit with Maria in summer or fall Amsterdam or Berlin. It will be great!!!! I look forward to this trip!!!

Now I'm sitting here and do this what I like the most... Think of men... Last year at this time I was in love and still happy. Now I'm not in love and also happy. I like the freedom to do what I want, go out, flirt and kiss boys who I want (Pssst... Kissing is one of my favourite hobbies but I'm choosy) ;D. Now in autumn and winter when you're early at home due the darkness and the coldness it would be nice too to cuddle with a man. I've to admit, that I'm totally cuddly. I like to doze off in arms of a man and know that I'm completly safe and covered with affection and heartiness.
We will see when I'll can do this the next time.

Currently my lovelife is a little andventure. I'd in my past so much bad experiences that I'm really sceptical adverse to men. But I make the same mistake almost everytime, because I've no chance against a feeling... Sometimes I ask me why always I... But then I see that my life only means good to me.... It looks that I don't come together with assholes. Maybe I'm not ready for a relationship. I don't know..... Or the men are not ready for a lady like me. I'm often angry about that men don't take time to get to know me closely.
You know what.... I will live on my single life!!! It makes a lot of fun...
Honey's now it's bathtime for me...
My neck aches horrible!!!


Love Melly

What it needs to be beautiful

Hi there :)

Yesterday was a very nice day. I visited with my family Basel to see a german-turkish comedian named Kaya Yanar. He was amazing and sooooooo funny! He told us how he search Mr. Yanar and why she can't be a swiss, german, american and so on. It was pretty nice and I'm happy that I'm alive after almost beeing dead due laughing.
I think laughing makes people attractive. Many people thinks that you only can look beautiful but it isn't true. You can also be beautiful! Styling is surely important if you want that people consider you. But nobody will fall inlove only because you look like megan fox or he's very cursorily.
Be beautiful is not very easy. You have to have self-confidence, intelligence, be you and so on. It depence also to the requirement of a man.

But the most important is to be you! Yesterday I was after a few months only clubbing at the weekend with a groundschoolmate at a bar called aqua 53. It's a really nice bar and I was surprised how many people I knew there. But in Berne is that normal... Berne is a small homey city and you know almost on every corner people. Back to the topic... I talked with my honey Maria and after a lemon vodka we left the bar... After 5 minutes leaving the bar, I received a friendshiprequest from Mike, who I saw after years at aqua 53. But I didn't talk to him and we know us also only absconding. He asked me if I rememeber who he is and we chattet a bit per mail. Then I comment something very important.. When I go out with my partycrew men only danced with me and made cheep patters. They aren't interest on me... They want only sex!
But yesterday I just talked with Maria and I was me. I didn't try to be sexy and hot, I was just me and due this, I had a nice conversation with a nice boy. Awareness of the day: Be yourself and you will win this game.

And now some little wisdoms to feel more nice and sexy:

If you meet a person without a smile give him yours.

If you never expect anything you'll never get disapointed.

You smile and the world will change.


Love Melly

The plain truth about a man (Men aren't allowed to read this post)

Dear ladies!

Today I don't talk about my boring daily routine.

I'm gonna talk about men. What's a man? As child the answer was very easy... A man was a person like my daddy, tall and a deep voice. Today it's a bit more complicated. When someone ask me I couldn't answer immediately. The first thing which cross my mind is that a man makes me laugh but also cry. I shared the most beautiful moments with them but also the worst. They bruised me a lot and mabye I them too, they kidded me and sometimes I them as well.

But no man knew that I know how the mysterious man works. A man is a very simple object... And he thinks very simple. If a man doesn't answer to a message or a phonecall it doesn't mean that they don't like you. He was just busy with other unimportant (for him important) things. He would never think about that an answer imply the world for a lady if she had a crush on him. Nooooo, the only things in his brain is his career, football, drinking with his mate and blond bitches! Yes, that's how a man thinks.
And now the second an perhaps the most important thing of this blog. A man is a hunter!!!! Yes, he hunts ladies. And we ladies make often the mistake, that we offers us to a boy. These kind of ladies are boring for men. They would never have a crush on you if you go to him and say him after 2 weeks " I love you"!
You have to play with a boy. Don't give him everything he wants or you will loose his interests.

I made at my past a lot of mistakes with boys. They hurt me a lot and I dropped some tears due assholes and due boys which I had a crush. You're problem... They don't know who I am! I'm not a type of lady which adhere to a man 24 hours a day. They use everytime the excuse they don't want loose their freedom. Sometime I understand this argument. But it's only a plea because men are very sensitive and if they once were hurt due to a lady they get fear of a relationship. I know many men who couldn't close her last relationship and grieve for their ex girlfriend after years. C'mon, many mom's have nice girls!

Current I am single and happy about. Sometimes I wished that somebody would hug me and say that everthing gonna be allright. But my prince charming didn't crosse my lifeway untill now or he's hidden in a man who I already know. I not spasmodic search a man. It would be also false.

Maybe everytime be honest, nice, polite etc. isn't that what a man wants. I don't know... But sometime I didn't understand them... They said that I'm handsome, lovely and so on... But then it's just a fad to keep me in their bed! ASSHOLES!!! Why they do that to honest and lovely ladies? You can do that with dishonest stupid ladies!!!
But they don't know how great I am as girlfriend. I almost never be jealous and let my boyfriend a lot of space to meet his mates, to do what he wants and so on. I always trust them when they were out with mates. A boy haven't to change his life because of me. That's not the right way to have a serious relationship... You have to make compromise.

We will see... I'm really looking forward to my future as single lady and also as girlfriend (I assume that I will share someday my life with a boyfriend). This post doesn't mean that I'm sorrowful of this case, but It's a piece of heart which I give you.

Be careful when you meet a man but don't hurt him or play with his heart. Ladies with this intention punish ladies like me...Be always honest and talk with him about your feelings, so you can avoid missunderstandings.

Good night honey's

Love you!!!

Me in XY years

Hi there :)

I received the exercise to let you know which plans I've for the next years... Hmmmm... Honest, not many.
Okey let me see... Since now 3 years I decided to study nursing.

This plan I will perhaps change over in 2013. Before I will do a trip to australia or hawaii I'm going to decide this in summer. I will upgrade my english and see something from the world and meet new persons.
Then I will have to turn back at school! I will study nursing at college of higher education. I'm sure that I will love my new job. Sitting at an office 8,5 hours from monday untill friday, it's really not my thing.
After the study I will maybe make a further education as aidwoman. It's really stressfull and you must have strong nerves. But's exactly that what I have and what I want to do.

The only thing which is against the the further education is the time. I will be at least 26 when I will get the bachelor and maybe 28 or 29 till I get the master. So.... We will see. Because I'm sure that I will have other plans with 27 or 28. Yes, family! But that doesn't mean that I absolutely will found a family with 27 or 28 that's just a guide line..

And the most important is, that you can't insist on a plan. Your life will write your script of life....

What a day....

Hey there :D

6.30 a.m., I'm awake and tired again. But today I have to fetch our "post". But I hadn't a key and I hoped that a key is at our office... Unfortunately not. So I waited till 8 a.m as far as my colleague came. The day was easy. We hadn't a lot to do and so I had time to study my instructions. But it wasn't my day. I had some exercises to do and I hadn't luck today. I forgot things (okee, I started on monday at this job...) or I made a mess with names or things... -.- I was really frustrade when I left the office.
I fed up a bit that I'm every evening tired... I don't know why...

At our partycrew we had a little disorder or maybe a bigger. Sometime my mates and I felt us exploided. We're promoters, cashiers, do some administrativ stuff and so on and they don't attend to us. I know it's only a partycrew, but I saw them as friends and now I'm not sure if it was the right decision. So I started a request if we want to talk with our crew... Bad idea.... After this chat we had a big angrily discussion and four annoyed ladies.

I know that some ladies had a crush to our DJ's and so you have always a competition at parties and I don't like this. You will never find the right one at parties... They want only ONS and that's fact...
I can't explain what happened with me today, but I'm really het up and I am a bit melancholy maybe it's the full moon...

Honey's I've really head- and neckache and now it's bathtime. Hopefully I'll be soon fit.


Love you, need you and kisses
Melly

Visit from the east side

Hi there :)

Huff, I am very tired again. Worked and had an englishlesson.
You know what? I love my new job and my colleagues!!! They're so nice! After 2 bad jobs I have hopefully found the right job. Today our CEO from Zurich told our delegate CEO from Berne that I am a really polite and nice lady. *blush* But it's a real motivation if you know that people give you something back.
Today Sarah from our new agency in St. Gallen visited us to see how we work in Berne. The agency opened at september and they're all new. I asked her, if Zurich coached them and she told me, that they don't. Poor E.M.S St. Gallen they have to look oneself and I really admire them. I would be lost if I have to work "freestyle". Okee, they can call everytime Zurich and us. Anyway...

At noon I had after three weeks a englishlesson with my teacher Mr. Kohler. She was today very nice and friendly and not stern like the last time. She was pleased about my progress and me too! I reached at an use of english 60% and she told me that I had passed the First with a C. A C is not good but I've still 6 weeks for train my writing, listening, use of english and reading skills! And I will!!!

At 5.30 p.m I finished working at the office and I was very tired. I guess it's due to my impressions and the things I have to learn. After work I went with my family to our favourite restaurant. I enjoyed very to share time with my family. We see us rare although we live together.

Yay, Switzerland won 2:0 against Montenegro! But EM is history for us ;(

Honey's today I want to be early at bed... Have to be fit tomorrow!!!!


Love,
Melly

Work work work

Hey Hun's :D

Today life C begans. Life C = working 100 % :) after 2 years 80% and 6 weeks hols.
It was my first day as assistant and it was pretty cool but also relaxing. We were all at hols and so the other assistans hadn't many things for me. So I did some administration stuff, like write notes on word and so on...
At afternoon I'd a meeting with my new superior, we looked how we want work together. I found that really cool, that I can also decide how I want to work with him. Currently I haven't really interesting things from my work...
So I tell you a bit about my dinner with my insurance consultant. We went to a restaurant named Verdi. It's a italian restaurant which is very classy. The meal was amazing and I was really happy with his choice! We talked about lot of things. Work, holidays, holidays experiences and so on. The restaurant was very comfortable and also a bit romantic. He's a really nice guy but maybe a bit to old for me... I know only that he's more than 30 years old. hmmm....

Sorry honey's am sooooo tired and it was a long day. I'll you write tomorrow more about my day. Have to go to bed, it's already 11.15 p.m and I've to get up early!


Love,
Melly

Hangover

Hi there :)

Huff, today I woke up at 2 p.m ;P And yes, I went very late or better said early (7 a.m) to bed. You know what? Shit happens! The night was amazing!!!! First it was a bit stressfully. At 8.30 p.m I had to pick up my both honey's Giulia and Maya, so I had to go at 8.15 p.m home. At 7.55 pm I received a call from my mate Joel if I could print the guest- and the friendlist from his birthdayparty. Great I had elsewise not enough time to prepare me -.- But I was intime :)
After a little home- and styleparty at Giulia's apartment we droved good humoured to Solothurn. As we arrived at the Volkshaus (Giulia believed that's the Volkshaus) we saw nobody. Hmmmmm.... Giulia are we right?
After a call with Joel the mystery was dissolved, we were wrong. No problem I thought. But we had only 13 minutes till 10 p.m and then the lists have to be at the frontdesk. *stressed* drove like a bandit... :D
Yes, finally arrived!!! The location was very nice and the sound cool! First the played chillout and a bit minimal, then hip hop and at last my two mates Alex and Joel with house- and electromusic. Cool! I like all musicstyles of them!!! At 4 a.m the party was over and we left the "club" after 30 minutes waiting and discussions. Our DJ had to say good bye to all the guests -.-

I reached my car and saw an other car behind me which had barred my way. The best was, that the guy slept drunken at his car. -.- So I had to make at least 100 turns to park out. After drive few minutes my mate John grouched that he has to go on toilet. So we stopped at a roadhouse. We waited, waited and waited... And John didn't come. Okey? Where he is? Maybe I have to allude that he was very drunken. After 15 minutes we found him. A few minutes later we searched again.... But a street and not John :). He wants to go to his ONS-lady, lucky boy ;)

And now, afterparty and it was already 5.15 a.m ;) Giulia, Maya and I went to Joel new apartment. It's really cool but men like :). We chilled at his bed and watched the funny clip which I made from Giulia and Maya while they were singing S&M from Rihanna.
Finally at 6 a.m we left the house because he had a lady who waited for him.No comment.... :)

Now I'm sitting very tired in front of my laptop and just received the info that my family couldn't fly this evening due to a storm. They fly at the earliest at 4 a.m, poor family. I hope they hadn't to wait on the airport. I'm happy when they're home.


Honey's I have to go, dinner :)!
My weekend was amazing and one or two men dreamed from me ;P But not backwards, not nice I know.
I want just enjoy my singlelife!!! And I do, which doesn't means that I jumped from bed to bed! Not I! I just want to be the little nice, sunshine which mess up boys with flirts ;)!

Love,
Melly

Partytime!!!!!!!!

Hi there :)

Boaaahh what a night! I danced danced and danced. It was so amazing! I was home at 5 a.m and slept only 4 hours. You know what??? I have exactly 50 minutes to prepare me to go out again. And it will be awesome!!!!
That's why I haven't got much time to write! Sorry!!!

After 2 weeks I had today english. It was pretty cool and he told me that I made progress. I was very pleased about! But that doesn't mean, that I can lean back and do nothing. The first I made, when I was home, I watched one of my favourite movies (Grease) in english. After few minutes I didn't remarked, that I wachted it on english and I will keep that (watching movies in english).
Today we talked about love, relationships etc. I like to talk about this topic. The views are often differentiated and variable and I began to thought of his opinion and his point of view.

He told me that sex would change the relationship and then you see the real character. I like this argument because it's true. Maybe it will change my behaivour adverse men.
I was really pleased that we had often the same point of view which means that not all men in this world are assholes!!!! :D

So, I have to go!!!!

Love,
Melly

I LOVE my life!

Hey sweethearts!!!
Today I feel sooooooooo great! Don't know why... But's amazing!
I woke up and the sun shined.... Aaaaaaaahhh...
I went to my cousin and picked up her son. Then we went to the zoo at Basel. First it rained at our way to Basel but when ww reached the parking place the rain stopped. At the zoo we had a lot of fun and watched the animals. Donkies, kangaroos, lions and and and... After watching animal I couldn't resist the entreating eyes from my little coucousin. So I bought him a plush cheetah and a plastic giraffe.

After this excursion we went home and he said me that the day was lovely. I think too! I love my little coucousin like a brother! He's so funny, nice and charming. Hopefully we could repeat a day like this.

Now I'm sitting at home and in few minutes I will prepare my dress for tonight (Super friday at a cool club called Liquid). I have a blinddate. I'm a bit nervous. It's a mate from one of my best colleagues. He wrote me at facebook and ya... But I won't hope for more. I'm not a type of lady whose meet guys this way. Sometimes I have the sense that I've booked my heart from some special men I already know.
Okey Honeys, I have to go!I want to be the sexiest lady tonight and that is to say a lot of work with styling and so on...

Love you all!!! 
Melly

Finally at home

Hey guys
Today, I'm sitting at my desk in front of my laptop which is really more confortable that write blogs with my Iphone.
I'm soooooo tired. After two hours sleep I had to go to the garage to repair something on the door from my car. The garage-owner which I know very good, is the mom of my bestfriend. I know her since almost 21 years. So I helped her with some administrativ stuff :).
Then I met my honey (my bestfriend) to gossip a bit and exchange the news about men etc.

Actually I had more admirer than I want. Yes, true ;D
Within two days I received facebookmessages from two men which one I saw once and the other I don't know and they wrote that I look very beautiful and sexy and they want to meet me. Okey? Hmmmm... I will see...
Maybe isn't that bad. Sometimes when I'm out I always think that men don't want the type of lady how I'm. They want only blond bitches! But my mate Joel said once, "Melly, you're real, the others are bitches for a night!" and that advanced me very!
During the flight I thought of how my dreamman have to be ;). Not perfect!!!!
I don't want a boy who always say "yes, honey" "of course, honey" and so on...
I'm a strong lady which knows what she wants and I want a man who can counter.
He don't have to achieve all my wishes and needs.
Now, something about himself. He must be charming, not suburban, a bit crazy, casual, like me how and who I'm, funny, sporty, like travelling, be how he is...
I guess that's the most important. I met some men like that but they were only interest on affairs. Nice -.-
You know what. I don't care about. I'm young and I've time. I won't search spasmodic a man. Not I :D I'm to sexy for that ;)

Honeys, I've to go to bed. Tomorrow I'll visit my partychic at Zug (near Zurich) who's at the hospital.

Kisses

Disorder at airport

Hi there ;)
Standing still 2 hours and 30 minutes at the airporthall. My flight would go in 13 minutes. Okey, no way! And this all due this strike!
Huff 4.25 a.m I'm standing at my gate ;)! My feet hurts after 3 hours standing. When we arrived at the airport we saw a huge crowd at the doors. We had to wait 90 minutes before we could enter to the aiport and we wasn't inform about the circumstances and the process. After some minutes two clouns arrived for the kids. Was a nice idea ;) But I have to admit that they're very well organized! You have everywhere ladies and men who shout the passengers where they have to go.
It was really hard to say goodbye to my family. I cried a little bit ;( But after a few minutes I had others problems at the airport.
My hols was amazing ;) But I made a big mistake! I had a little crush with a waiter. Hmmmm... Heartache this evening ;( But it was only a flirt...
I will you tell more when I'm in Berne ;)
I'm very tired and I will hopefully board in a few minutes.
Love Melly

Militray planes at kos :S

Hi there ;)
After this action last day I was so tired, that I went to bed at 11 p.m.
This morning I went to the infodesk to see when the bus will pick me up. 1.15 a.m what??? Why??? 3 hours at the airport? For what? -.- Nice, will be boring.
This morning was a big disorder at the infodesk and also at the reception. Many guests need her room a night longer and a huge line was there.

After this bother I decided to relax at the beach. I read a bit in my book which I lend from my sister "The diary from Anne Frank". It's really interesting. Anne Frank was a jewish german girl who lived with her family at Amsterdam during the second worldwar. From 1942 - 1944 they lived with an other family at hiding place in Amsterdam untill the Nazis found them. She descirbe in her dairy how they live there and her emotions. It's really impressively!

Suddenly I heard a plane. I was a bit confused because I knew that the airport is closed. Then I saw two military planes. Okee? What does it mean? I was a bit anxious. Hmmmm... Kos is 30 km away from Turkey. Turkey and Greek separated Cyprus, not really a good decision. Did they monitoring the island due the turks? I guess it was only an exercise because they have enough space to train due to the strike. I hope!!!

Honey's, I go back to the beach and will enjoy my last few hours there!

Hugs Melly :*

Action action action

Hi there ;)
First, thanks to John for your nice comment!
Today I woke up, went to the informationdesk and saw the information that due the strike the airport is closed on wednesday! What??? And my flight??? I was very bugged out and called my travelagency. Locigal they had no answer. -.- Nice, and now? Okey, I've the luck that my family stays here till sunday and so I've my bed. But the german hadn't luck and they had to fly today. And I didn't know. Perhaps this evening or thursday. They said to me that I had to call them at 5 p.m again. We visited the island kos and I had really fear that they'll inform me to leave maybe at 6 p.m and I'll be on the otherside from the island. What it will be if my fear is fact?
Well, I'll see then... We visited Kos City and some antic ruins. It was really interesting. Then 5 p.m omg... My heart was beating... What's if I had to leave in a few moments? I'm not in the hotel. Omg, please let me leave at thursday! I took a breath and dialed the number. A nice lady appreciated me. She asked me where I'll fly. She said me, my plane will leave on thursday at 4:25. Ah, in the afternoon? No, a.m. Aaah!?! My sister said that my face was priceless ;) Omg, that means, that I've to leave my hotel at maybe 2 a.m ;S And I will be at home when my family wake up. ;( Are they kidding me?
But on the otherside I'm happy to see my mom asap! I miss her very much!
And also my friends and the englishlessons with my teacher! Iike them very much because they're funny and I need them!!! I've so fear that I'll fail in december at my FCE exams :(

So, I'm very tired and I'll relax a bit at my room! Tomorrow is hopefully not so much action like today!

Love you, need you and kisses!
Melly

And now?

Hi there
Today isn't my day! First a jellyfish covered my knee and this hurted so much... **** thing!!!! Then I went to the informationdesk to see if my flight back to zurich is confirmed. The only sheet I found was an informationsheet that the greek want strike again! F*** you!!! I can't describe how angry I'm!!! I've the last flight back Zurich which would land at 10.45 p.m in Zurich. Late enough... C mon pls.... You're greeks are bankrupt you need the money!!!
Today I made the same like every day. Read am exciting book which name is thousand splendid suns from Khaled Hosseini. You have to read!!! He shows the sad life of two afgahn women which haven't neither right nor life. It shows the brutality of the war against the soviets, the thaliban and also against hers husband! I was shocked and this booked really impressed me!

Sorry, today I wrote only a short blog. Tomorrow we'll visit the island and I'll let you know about my impressions of these island!

Love Melly

Lalalala *sing* lalalalala

Hiiiii ;)
Yes my first almost funny story from here!
It begans at 6 o'clock and ends at 5 o'clock with a bruise ;)
I went with my sister to the bar and took a collins (gin, some other stuff and sirup (guess genadine.)) after that I saw that they've b52 on the menu. Miammmm... Took one... Oh shit I've a dry stomach -.- After 10 minutes I sang, babbled and so on... My family was very amused. Me too ;) Then we had dinner and I was really happy about. Very struggled with a smile I went to the buffet and took some salad. When I wanted to take the dressing I forgot, that a glass was above the buffet. Baaaam! Shit beat the bowl against the glass. Hopefully not many guest saw it... With my smile I went back to our table. Felt a bit dizzy... After the salad I went back to the buffet. As I leave the table I walked in a chair *autsch* and embarrasing because there were sitting a couple. Sweared I walk ahead.
After the dinner I felt very tired but I couldn't go to bed. It was 8.30 p.m... Going outside is a bit dangerous and they've only a few clubs at Kos. So I decided to play uno with my family. Usually I don't like kind of these games. But it was very funny ;) After 2 games my dad and I played together against his girlfriend and my sister.
Because we won always. After ten games we won 9:1 ;) Now I felt better!
My sis and I went to our room and I did, well-behaved as I am, some englishexercises, the funniest was that I never made less mistakes ;) hmmm... Should I take a B52 before my first exams ;)? Aaaand I slept like a stone until 5 a.m new record ;) Stood up, don't know why, and walk against the roomtable. *Autsch* again and that's why I've now a bruise ;) It will me always remeberS to an embarrasing evening ;D

The best was as I logged in at facebook. Shiiiit, what I wrote yesterday??? I miss my crush??? Witch crush??? I wish I had one. Or have I one ;)? But not here in Kos ;) The guys aren't handsome. I'm looking really forward to have in a few days swiss quality ;) okee the swiss swiss boys they don't really take shine to me, they're often boring... I like more guys with temperament, maybe surfer like, charming, sporty and so on. And swiss swiss boys don't have this or often not...

So honeys go now back to the beach for relaxing ;)
Love you melly

Life as melly

Hey there ;)
Let's jump over the part where I am and so on.
Haha... Made the same like every day..
And to not bore you I'm gonna tell you a bit about my life at Switzerland, because there I'm not a lazy bone ;)

When I not work (as assistant of a mediator in a job mediat agency) I like to meet friends or work on a project. A mate who's Dj had a cool idea and now I can setup this project. It takes not a lot of time and that's why it I like it.
At the weekend I go once or twice to parties. If you read my others blogs you know why.
Now I'm going to tell you how looks like a partynight with me ;)
The hardest part of a partynight isn't to stay awake until 6 o'clock , no it's the preparing. Which dress I choose? Which color of make-up fits? Boots? High heels? Which necklace, earrings and so on... But it's really important!!! I want to be the hottest and the most beautiful on a party!!!
Then after preparing I go pick up my friends if we go to zurich! Else they come with other mates to Berne. Sometimes I'm also DJ driver (my mate lost his license due alcohol... No comment...)After arriving we get our V.I.P Passes and everybody looks jealous.
I don't care about! Then let's do party! Dance, drink, flirts, dance, drink, flirts and so on... But the most important for my crew is... We're not at a party. We're the party!!! Then at 4 o'clock (in Berne) and at 7 or 8 o'clock in (Zurich) we leave lucky but tired the party! Sometimes we go to a mate and we continue there the party. But often I go home because I'm soo tired.
I realized that's very difficult to explain how cool a partynight is with me. You have to join it!!! So, you're always welcome at our partyadventures ;)!
At an other blog I'll maybe show you my strangest, excitiest, loveliest etc. moments I had with my crew. But current I'm a bit tired about this partynights. They're cool if you're single. But sometimes the crowd is very cursorily. Once a guy said to me that I'm to thick(I wear size xs/34 europeansize) and I'm not blond. Hello??? Asshole!!!!

Honey's I have to go! ;)

Write you tomorrow more about me!

Love melly ;)

Part 2

Sorry my iphone didn't make that what I want. Stupid thing!!!
I couldn't correct my mistakes like even which means event and favourite without e -.-

What else... Shoppingtrip was great!

Now I have to go! We eat asian tonight miammmmy!!!

Reader(s), momma, friends etc. I miss you very much!
It's really annoying to can't speak english with someone. But i read a book on english and sometimes I do some exercises ;)

C u tomorrow!

Love Melly

Commend never a day until the evening ( part 2 is coming soon --> iphone -.-)

Hi again ;)
Sitting, you know where, and waiting for my family...
It's very windy and so we decided to go to the center kardamena, that's the village where our hotel is.
Due the wind I couldn't read my cosmopolitan! Grrrr... One of the most important rules... A lady isn't a lady if she doesn't read cosmopolitans! So I read the blogs from my teacher! I like them sooo much! They're so funny, interesting and I learn to know him from a other point of view and I like it! We went at school together (7 and 8 grade) and then we didn't see us much. It was a fortune that we saw us at the fallmarket in our homecity and so he became my teacher.
It sounds a bit like the beginning of a romantic story ;) But that are just the fact, what doesn't mean I'm not romantic ;)
I have to admit that I write very honest and that's why I love blogs or writing. I can show you a other side from me which you surely don't know...
Now back to my holidays...
After 6 days I begin to be a bit bored. Not bored of holidays or my family, absolutely not.
But on friday I almost always go out with friends to parties, pubs or just at my homecity Berne! I'm a real partygirl!!! Maybe also because I often can go for free to paries. You ask you sure why... It's very simple... I know one of the famous bernese DJ's (Scaloni DJ aka. Alex Torres) and his pupil DJ Deelux (Joël). I go usually almost every weekend with them to parties in Berne or Zurich. Sometimes I work also from them. When we go to Zurich I drive, sometimes I'm cashier etc. The coolest even which I was cashier were the Casino Glam Night. There I met Footballplayers from my favourit club bsc young boys, our nice Djane Carol Fernandez and the headliner Oliver Ingrosso from Swedish House Mafia!

Good morning

Good morning world ;)
Yes, good morning... I'm sitting (It's soool difficult to guess where... Yes in the lobby ;D) in the lobby. I have to allude that's the only place I have WIFI... The computers here you can't use or you'll become 80 until they start a program. Yesterday my dad installed just for fun new updates ;) Daaaaad, we're on holidays!!! He just said, now they're no longer slower as an auger. Maybe they're now slow as an auger ;)

Today I feel great! That's why I wirte you a blog at 8:30 a.m ;)
Yesterday was a very nice evening! We went to see the first time the show, because my sister wanted to see the grease show! Aaaaaaah it was amazing! I like grease as well as every lady! The history is sooooo romantic and John Travoltas voice sooooo sexy!!!! When I'm at home I'll watch the movie, of course on english ;)
After a great show I read some blogs from my teacher (finished yesterday the 2010 blogs). I like his blogs very! They're soooo funny! Every 30 second I chuckled and my sis wanted to
know what happened. I wish I could write funny stories like that as well. When I'm home, I'll continue to write you blogs! Because there I have a lot to tell ;) And I like to write blogs even if my english isn't so good. But writing is a pretty good practicing of a language.
So honey's, now breakfast ;) I'm sooooooooo hungry!!! Write you tonight more about my day!!!

Love melly ;)

Relaxing day

Hi there ;)
Like every evening I sit on the lobby and enjoy the wonderful view of the island nyssiros and the sea! It's pretty nice and I'll miss it at home!
Current it's very quiet here at the lobby. Don't know why... But I enjoy it ;)
Today was my relaxing day. Woke up with a neck of cement and headache incl.
I can't sleep deep and well here at kos. I wake up every second hour and that's very annoying.
At the beach I was angry about myself and I guess very bad bearable for my family...
So I decided to go to the spa and have a massage! It was the best desicion of the day!!! Forgetting all my sorrows and problems like my haircut (please never go to the hairdresser after 3 hours of sleep and say "cut me please a pony and a hairstyle which fits with it." When I woke up with shoulderlong hairs I was really shocked) etc. However... The massage was great! First I was a bit nervous because I was feared that my neckache would be worse. But she was a briliant massager and until now I'm complete! The most, I liked was the room. Everywhere candles, asian sound, flowers, seastars under the massagechair/-bar and picture of Buddha! I like Buddha very much because he looks so health!
The rest of the day I lied on my deck-chair and did nothing ;)!

It's a long time ago that I was so unmotivatet like today! Have no idea of the reason... I'm not use to relax the whole day. Normally I have a really huge daily program, for example work and then meet friends or have a meeting with my businesspartner and chief of my side job, fitness center and so on. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so dismotivated.

Hopefully tomorrow I'll be more motivated and can tell you more about my holidays!
Unfortunately almost every day is like the other. Slowly the young crowd comes to our hotel... But they're all swiss -.-

I look forward to write you tomorrow!!!

Hugs Melly

Excursionday part 1

Hello ;)
Sitting like every evening at the lobby. Today confused and tired. Tired because of my trip to Nyssiros (sorry I wrote yesterday Dyonissos ;D ).
And confused about my englishknowledge. Made some exercises and remarked that I've forgot much things. But that's not so interesting.

Let me tell you about Nyssiros!
Nyssiros is a volcanoisland which has an active volcano. But don't worry... You can walk in it without fear. The bottom is hard and can't break. Or that was at least the conclusion of our guide. When you enter the caldera the smell of sulfur was around you. First it was horrible because sulfur smells like rotten eggs! After a while you're accustomed.
But the best was the caps which smoke comes up! I was very fascinated because it remembers me that fluent lava is some meters under me.
After the visit we went to a little village, which name I don't remember. It was lovely and very colored with a wunderful church! I like churchs very much due her absorbing background and history. In my opinion a church is very mighty. I can't say why... It's a fact or maybe a fact in my life.
So I visited the orthodox church and gaze the chapel of the church. Everywhere gold, silver and wonderful old paintings from Maria, Jesus, angel Gabriel and so on.
But the funniest was the readerlamp from the pastor. It was lamp with a style from the 70's. ;)! Cute!
The last thing I always do when I'm in catholic or orthodox churchs (I'm reformed and we don't do that in our churches)is inflame candles. When I plug my candle in the sand I think of my family and my best friends. I wish them all the best like safety, success, health and peace! At last I wish something on my own. In fact I shouldn't tell you what is it. But it will be a little compensation because my text is until now not very ladylike and that's what I promised you. I'm general not sure if it's good to write about personal feelings, whishes and emotions. But if I don't do, it's not a personal blog.
Okee, let me just take a breath...
I wished that I'll find a guy who's kind, honest and lovely to me. A men who is faithful and likes me how I am and respects me who I am! And that's really hard actually! If I go to parties with friends I almost ever meet guys who want to get me in they bed. They only see my exterior and I hate that! Well, it's a compliment when they say I'm hot or sexy. But I'm not just that! I'm funny, you can talk about everything with me, I'm a very generous and honest person etc.

Now, enough written today! Sit maybe now a hour here at the lobby. I hope you enjoyed my blog and you'll read my new blogs again!

Love Melly

Freestylepost from iphone ;)

Hello ;)
I'm at the moment bugged out at the lobby.
Yes, bugged out on holiday.
But after this post the world would be alright again.
Had just problems with the hotelinternet and so I have to write my post again with my iphone.
I know my teacher won't like to read this. But iphones are very comfortable and I like because... Ehm... I don't know... Hahaha awareness of the day ;)! Okey, now I'm confused.
But I guess it's not really important to search an answer of this question in holidays ;)

Now back to my hols (I like this word)...
I'd to tell you more details from my holidays.
Caution, could be a loooooong text today with objects or I hope at least.
We will see... ;) Hopefully I now do a better job.
And yes, I admit that the clause "Kos is beautiful." Haven't got much informations.

Unfortunately I can't tell you a lot adventures. Because I'm a lazy bone who lies the whole day on my canvas chair.
In the evening you have just a boring show or yesterday it was boring.
Now the most important point... MEN...
Hmmmm... First, you don't have many guests in my age. And this few people are, I know it's not nice, ugly! -.-
So I can cancel greeks from my flirtlist too.

But now to the good things here! They've malibu!!! Yayyy, real malibu!!! You can't imagine how difficult it is to find alcohol which is qualitative good.
It's maybe better for me ;)! When I drink a lot, sometimes I'm then a bit to casual.
Honest say I don't care about! I did never wake up next to a boy who I didn't knew.

Back to kos... The food is pretty good! You have soooooo much to eat! Vegetables, fruits, 100'000 fried goods which 99'998 things I didn't knew you can fry.

Tomorrow we'll go to the volcanoisland Dyionissos in opposite from kos.
Hope that I'll don't fall in the crater or else I'll be fried.

So, after 100 problems with this iphone (changed my mind... Iphones are stupid!!!)my family just arrived and I'll drink my first malibu-orange this evening. Will tell you tomorrow how many I had after this drink ;).
I hope you have a nice day too!

Love melly

First day

Hi there ;)
Sitting currently with a malibu-orange at the bar.
The weather is very nice and sunny. Could be 1 or 2 degree more...
I had a very calm day and enyojed it.
Lied the whole day at the beach and took a sunbath while I was reading a very
exciting book (a thousand suns of splendid from khaled hosseini).
Kos is awesome! I like it very!
But I'll tell you more if I know the island better.

The flight was good and calm. Unfortunately we were delayed due to a stike in greek.
But it wasn't very sad. I took a audio spanishcourse! ;)
At 22:00 we were at the hotel and the receptionist told us that we received an upgrade! Royal suite at a 5 star hotel!!! Wuaiii!!!! ;)

So, I finish now my malibu-orange and then I enjoy my first dinner!

Best whishes from greek!!!

Love melly

Airport

Hi there ;)
Sitting at the airport and waiting of the plane.
Just want to say goodbye!!!

You will read of course soon some adventures from me!

Bye bye and hugs
Melly

First steps as blogger :)

Hi there :)

Well, I got the exercise (from my englishteacher) to write blogs about my holidays at kos etc.

First I was very sceptic because I know my english isn't very fluent, good etc.
So enjoy my funny swinglish and the mistakes as well :)
But maybe isn't that bad to write blogs... So I can record my daily adventures and so on.
And I have a very likable, charming teacher which is great. He makes his job as "tutor"/teacher brilliant.
Not lied!

But now a few lines about me.
I'm just Melly and since a few days 21 :) (jayyy can now drive a car at usa, canada etc.)
I'm can talk a lot, I'm almost everytime affable and kindheardet. (If you want to know more about me you can type it... Maybe I will answer your questions...)
Current I'm searching the sense of my life. It sounds maybe a bit curious and I know it.
But who don't search it.
That's why I'm very happy that I can enjoy my life up to date alone or so.
I spare you the real reason. But I guess you know it.
I estimate at my age men only want blond ladies with short skirt, 10cm highheels for one night.
Hmmmm... So I'm not they're case! Why men don't want natural ladies??? I don't talk about ladies who looks like hippies or something else.
Just ladies like me who are honest and don't want one night stands ore something else...
Perhaps I'm a bit over-worked... I was 14 years at school and the last 5 years I had to center me of my career (boring I know... "Though" you can almost everything lose in your life... But not your career and it's a good base if you want live freelance like me...) 

Oh sorry, I'm lost a bit in my mind and I don't want that you feel (like) to be my psychologist or I'm insane.

So, I will write you in the next days a few lines about my experiences in Kos (Greek). I'm so curious to discover this island!

Hopefully my blogs aren't boring...

I promise my blogs will be funny and ladylike :)

And to my teacher, who hopefully reads my blogs...
I hope you can bear up 100% ladypower incl. female minds, dreams and and and..

Love Melly.