Love is in the air :D

Hi there :)

Huff, I'm soooooooooo tired and I've neckache.... But I don't care about. Had a great but a sternly day.
First I sat the whole morning next to my colleague who shows me a lot of new things... Huff, my brain almost blowed up... After a stressful noon, which I used for to hork down my meal, phone calls and surfing on the internet, our new temporary employee Julia came and I introduced her at afternoon. I liked this job very and I could test what I know and what I have to learn as well (I'm also new there...). And I received two mandate which I'm responsible for. :) I will oversee them, write advertisements, consult and invite clients and candidates, arrange apointments for interviews and so on. Nice, not :)?

But I had a long day and came totaly weary home but after few minutes a was again fit. I planned with one of my best friend Tanja our trip to Milan and we decided, that we will visit with Maria in summer or fall Amsterdam or Berlin. It will be great!!!! I look forward to this trip!!!

Now I'm sitting here and do this what I like the most... Think of men... Last year at this time I was in love and still happy. Now I'm not in love and also happy. I like the freedom to do what I want, go out, flirt and kiss boys who I want (Pssst... Kissing is one of my favourite hobbies but I'm choosy) ;D. Now in autumn and winter when you're early at home due the darkness and the coldness it would be nice too to cuddle with a man. I've to admit, that I'm totally cuddly. I like to doze off in arms of a man and know that I'm completly safe and covered with affection and heartiness.
We will see when I'll can do this the next time.

Currently my lovelife is a little andventure. I'd in my past so much bad experiences that I'm really sceptical adverse to men. But I make the same mistake almost everytime, because I've no chance against a feeling... Sometimes I ask me why always I... But then I see that my life only means good to me.... It looks that I don't come together with assholes. Maybe I'm not ready for a relationship. I don't know..... Or the men are not ready for a lady like me. I'm often angry about that men don't take time to get to know me closely.
You know what.... I will live on my single life!!! It makes a lot of fun...
Honey's now it's bathtime for me...
My neck aches horrible!!!


Love Melly